Sunday, April 24, 2016

(poem) Deepest of the deep

          Voyage
Never to have happened
Nor celebrated
Into the abyss
Absent of light
But a distant glow
          I was
Deepest of the deep

          Loneliness
Passion buried within
My heart
Afraid to be touched
And divulge a lie
Silent darkness
          I am
Deepest of the deep

          Desolation
Courage to confront
Its fervent grip
Light without shadow
A soul is bared
Blissfully exposed
          I know
Deepest of the deep

          Love
Emptiness fulfilled
Every heartbeat
Pours joy
Into the void
Sharing my riches
          Freed of
Deepest of the deep

Tuesday, April 19, 2016

(Poem) Two Mast Sailboat



From the wisdom of Aristotle
“We are what we repeatedly do”
I am a log that rolls out of bed
Each morning, with crusted lids
I stumble to the bathroom

So many have asked me
Now that I’m in retirement
How I’m liking the repetition
Underlying a subliminal expectation
That my reply would be of disdain

There’s an art I’ve not mastered
To break the doldrums I am in
I’ve rearranged the pillows
And their linens by color
Yet I still roll out of bed

This morning, out my window
I glanced a two mast sailboat
In a waterway of motorboats
Immediately I was transported
To places I’ve previously traveled

It was to the Nile with a brilliant sun
Or a Brazilian village on the seashore
I recalled  the wind blown sails
Powering ships on ruffled waters
Passengers content in their adventure

Once was a time everything was new
But since has being transformed
Into a tedious repetition
Shall I yield to the imagination
Or resume with my adventure

Thursday, April 14, 2016

(Poem) Cheating words



Life rarely progresses on an easy path
And mine has not been an exception
If not for those I met along the way
I might’ve stumbled on road gravel

I’ve been portrayed as timeworn
But I rather credit my age and status
To a “tried and true” triumph
Adapting the process to my favor

One survival skill I’ve mastered
Is to judge, or be judgmental
Crucial for distinguishing between
What we seek or can harm us

It’s in the nature of things
Defining by the contrasts
Yet being judgmental is equated
To unmerited condemnation

In seeking literary effect
Or political convenience
Oftentimes we cheat the
Consequence of words

Monday, April 4, 2016

(Poem) Key to the heart



 
Vulnerability is the key into a heart
And with the call at 3:30 in the morning
Ours were ripped wide open

It was an alarm more than a ring
Dreaded, and never anticipated
“She’s hurt, and gone to the hospital”

Misfortune occurs upon the unexpected
Two days before she’d been to the
Hairdresser, coifed for Easter Sunday

En route, we reflected with guilt
On what could’ve been overlooked
She lived alone, but it’s in character

With hope, we recalled her smile
Always joyful on welcoming visitors
Plenty of food and pastry on the table

As a nightly routine, with arthritic fingers
She’d knead the beads of a rosary, to tally
Her prayers for family and the world

The room was hollow and dark with
Only the echo of alarms and monitors
Her silence was chilling

Seemingly asleep, she remained still
A green wash cloth concealed her face
We waited for her breath

On a light touch of her arm
She chuckled with a proclamation
“I’m not yet an organ donor”

Stunned with delight, we held her hand
And gradually borrowed of her courage
We examined her face and body

Curls not fluffed by a two day Mousse
Were caked flat by sheets of blood
That still dripped the side of her face

With swelling about the eyes
And purple hues to the flesh
Her features were heavily distorted

As if to assuage our own vulnerabilities
We rinsed her hair
And cleansed her skin

In a fresh housecoat we brought her
She allowed a wheelchair ride
But only as far as the car